I thought about using this just to write lyrics/poems. Things that I am semi-proud of. But then I was thinking even more, and I realized anyone can steal that shit.
So what is this? Just another blog I use online to divulge the crappy or happy moments of my life?
Or can I finally connect with the wisdom hopefully found somewhere in me?
Fuck.
Have you ever tried to fix something that you knew was irreversible? I mean, something that even Cronos himself would have trouble taking care of?
It’s a bitch, ain’t it?
And you keep trying. You know it’s pointless. You know your efforts are being wasted, and your spending energy basically trying to create a whole new universe.
But you can’t stop. You just bank that maybe this one time, a wish will come true. The time and space continuum will bend to you will and things will suddenly clear up!
Alas, that is not how life works.
And we are back to Fuck.
College is pointless if you know what you want to do with your life.
If you are nearly 100% certain what the hell you’re going to do with the rest of your remaining years on this planet, they should reward you with grad school. None of this 4 year bullshit taking classes you know you’ll never use. Wasting money you know you really need.
No wonder our economy is so bad. Everyone is still paying off their college loans.
I am a religious believer that music can fix or enhance any mood. If you’re mad, and want to be happy, pop in some Mika. If you’re mad and want to be aggressive, pop in some Black Sabbath.
I know that one day I will marry a comedian. Maybe not professional, but someone that embodies the witty, sarcastic, hilarity that I crave in life.
I think this is why I watch so much stand up. As if I am looking for what qualities I should pay attention for later on in life.
The only problem with that, is that I end up falling in love with the funniest men for a brief period of time as they rattle off joke after joke.
With that conclusion, I foresee a Vegas marriage.
And then an annulment.
Oh Fuck.
